What's up? How's it going? What's new?
Most people do not expect an honest answer to these questions. They ask the question without really expecting or wanting an answer. And people respond with "great", "fine" or "good". I know I do.
Up until tonight, I thought everything was progressing fine. I was making it though each day. I would answer all these questions with the expected answers. But tonight I put two and two together and realized, maybe everything isn't fine. I think I've been a bit depressed the past few days. I can't convince myself to go to bed at night which makes me tired. I always want to be doing whatever it is I'm not doing. I want to do things that I know I shouldn't be doing. I've got a ton of stuff to do and once I start them, I don't want to finish them and would rather do something else.
I guess realization is the first step. Progression, now that is another story.