Sunday, February 22, 2009

Time to Start Again?

Maybe it's time to start again. I'm not sure yet though. I'm currently unable to run having tried my luck at snowboarding last week and bruised the heck out of my ribs. In fact, I've been pretty useless in the "active" category for the past couple weeks. The desire is definitely coming back, but the physical ability just isn't there right now. So, not sure now is the time to start again when I can't even write anything about running. I haven't felt like doing any of this kind of public stuff in a long time, so maybe this is a step in the right direction.

There has been a lot going on in my life over the past 4-5 months. Most of which I will not be discussing here. I guess it's not that amazing how 1 event can affect so much of your life and for such a long time. No matter how hard you try to run away or how much you try to ignore it, it will always be there with you.

You know, it's weird. I want to write about things, but then again I don't. One time I think I want to share and then I decide I won't. So much uncertainty. So much confusion.

I know that I said nothing here today, but this is a big step for me, even if this is all I do. More tomorrow? We'll see.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

In actuality, it hasn't been all that long, dear brother. This will impact you for the rest of your life...and you'll share more as you're ready. I sure do wish I could take some of the pain for you, though.

(Wait...not the physical pain. You can keep that...I'm too much of a wimp for bruised ribs!)

Running will come along. Feel - talk - pray. And know that I love you!